There’s some sudden sort of sullenness that’s crept into me. I find a few cherished friends moving away from me all of a sudden! It doesn’t feel right… is it my fault or theirs? Questions plague my mind and take it to heights of insanity!
I can’t fathom what’s happening around. I feel detached from most of the world. I am scared. I’m working myself to death to keep away paranoia! And I’m clinging on to my precious few with a ferocity that scares me!
I am so dependent!!!
Depressions go away…. I want those blithe cheerful days again. Let me be reborn so I can start everything all over again!!!
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