February 20, 2007

BRINKS OF INSANITY

I'm on the brinks of insanity! The lull's now turned to full-fledged flow of flooding proportions and it's SCARY!!!

Hope my boat remains rock-steady all through!

Just need your prayers for continued strength, determination and unwavering perseverance in my course of action!

Sigh... I've changed SO much! Things have changed! People have changed! My preferences havechanged!!! My future seems so puzzling! I hate studying and working. I just want to travel..... All over the world!

Oh...wanderlust mind, come back! Ground reality beckons! Let me row row row my boat!

*sigh*

13 comments

Shiv said...

sometimes just as we browse thru blogs we find ppl with the same feeling...Prayers for u gurl!!All will be fine!!

A Doosra Perspective said...

Hope fully your boat remains rock steady. Prayers for you. All should fall in place and you will go from strength to strength.
All the best.

Revs said...

dude it feels like u r just voicing my thoughts!! anyway all the best..and if u do decide to take that world trip dont look far for company..i would be more than willing to getaway..:):)

Aravind said...

praying that everything becomes ok for u! :)

Kausikram Krishnasayee said...

same pinch

Unknown said...

"wanderlust mind".. hmm,..that's first step of soul searching dreams. and yap, that will lead your vision to imagined reality.. a landscape that keeps your head on ground and feet on air..

Insanity is super sanity.. normal is psychotic means lack of imagination, lack of creativity

/Yuva

Adithya said...

'Desire is the cause of all unhappiness', said Buddha. I dont stop desiring though... I just aspire to achieve something (or someone) with the knowledge that only some of what you desire for will finally be yours.

'You are what you think you are', if you think your boat is rocking... well it is. Take a break... I'm dong just that. Driving to Bangalore after typing this.

Hamsini said...

Don't.If you want to travel,travel.Zimble.Or work for like a couple of years.Save up and travel.Even zimbler!:P

Dhruv said...

The only "normal" people are the ones we don't know too well!

That's a lousy comment, ain't it? Sandy bull is not allowed to post anything so ridiculously un-original to my blogs. I'm exempt from that rule: I have lunatic license! :D

Sandhya Ramachandran said...

Shiv...
Thanku so much for your prayers! Things are already better! :)

Narayanan...
Thanks a million! :) So glad to find such support from all of you! :)

Revathi...
He he!! Guess it was some sad wind that blew our way! But things seem much better now! :) And yeah... Let's plan a trip out of this world!

Aravind...
Thanku!!! :)

Kausik...
:D :D God bless all of us in the same boat! :D

Yuva...
Loved the quote! :D I feel heaps better to think that I'm abnormal! :P he he... thanks for dropping by!

Adithya...
Welcome back! :D My boat's going smooth on the most bluest of seas! :D I'm back to being ME ME ME!!! :D Have fun at Bangalore! :)

Hams...
Life is zimble ma... I make it complicated at times! And wen sense dawns, I look at the mirror and laugh out loud! Damn... I waste sooo much time in being upset! :)

Stupid bloody 23! :P,
I disagree... there ARE lots of normal people in the vicinity- the ones who love to work, love deadlines, love slogging for late hours. I wanna sit and stare and smell and seek! This world gets hostile and looks at me in mock surprise if I proclaim I wanna give up every bit of work and statr having fun! This is the reason the post was written!

Now I've realised... if to achieve my heart's deepest desire, I need to put up with some nonsense(MARK...SOME nonsense), I will! :)

And well... To comment on your blog, you need to POST something! :P :P :P

Do THAT first! :P stupid 23!

Anonymous said...

Stick it out with the studies Sandhya, travelling all over the world will follow. Sorry it sounds like an advice, but trust it will all be worth it. Hang in there

Anonymous said...

Hi - nJoyed reading your posts. First time in your blog.

Sandhya Ramachandran said...

WA...
I agree.. I'm hanging in there!And I agree... I'm gonna study hard and then travel travel travel... :) Thanks WA!!!
:)

Kary...
Thanku!!! Keep coming! :)

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