August 30, 2006

WHAT’S WITH THE WORLD?!?


There’s some sudden sort of sullenness that’s crept into me. I find a few cherished friends moving away from me all of a sudden! It doesn’t feel right… is it my fault or theirs? Questions plague my mind and take it to heights of insanity!

I can’t fathom what’s happening around. I feel detached from most of the world. I am scared. I’m working myself to death to keep away paranoia! And I’m clinging on to my precious few with a ferocity that scares me!

I am so dependent!!!

Depressions go away…. I want those blithe cheerful days again. Let me be reborn so I can start everything all over again!!!

:(

13 comments

Soupsticks - supriya said...

hmmm emotional attachments are obstacles to happiness.

but we cant help being emotional can we ?

Krithika said...

oh..I can understand.I guess this is just a phase of life..that blurrs eventually.don worry :)
-first time here n new to blogging too

s_h_r_u_t_i said...

fiddlesticks gal.. dont let the bubbles burst.. :) we all still love ya!!! :) :)

Ash said...

happens once in a while......
the minds strays ...and thoughts just pour in....

:)

Aprilslady said...

from where did you get that beautiful picture?I guess the pic would have conveyed your feelings just about the same way as the words did!

Drakensire said...

A reason why this world is round is to complete the circle of life which if it starts in happiness then ends in the same too , never fear the depresion its just a part of the greater cycle , a promise that clear skies r to come .. hope the dreamy dryad visits my shores sometime

Sagaro said...

The good is not good till u taste the bad. So there stop cribbing and get on with life. Besides everyone needs a depressing patch in life...

neoronin said...

Eventhough it sounds cruel to say this, I think everyone needs to go through this phase once in their life.

Its better that you learn to deal with this sort of loss at this age. Later, it makes it more the easier to deal with it, if it ever happens again

Sharique said...

Well these are parts and parcels of life :) and you really can't do a thing to get over it quickly!
btw just to cheer you up, someone came to my blog through this http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&sa=X&oi=spell&resnum=0&ct=result&cd=1&q=yahoo+ID+named+sandhya&spell=1

Sriram V Iyer said...

hi sandhya,

came across your blog thru' blogcamp.
pretty interesting.

so, are you still in college? or working?

regards
sRi

Harish said...

So soon?U r not yet out of college kid....
Wait till u reach ur final year....
U will rant like anything abt this while stuff....

Maruthu Pandian said...

there are lot of better things to do. wake up tommorow fresh & be YOU.

Aravind said...

>>is it my fault or theirs?
>>Questions plague my mind and take it to heights of insanity!

Going thru a similar phase :(

What a coincidence......
this entire post exactly summarises my position over the past 1-2 months :(

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